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GUSsacks, as some of you know, I was dating a wonderful woman for most of the month of June and part of July. I had not felt this happy since my last serious relationship ended five years ago with my ex-fiancee. This young lady awoke in me feelings that had been either asleep or suppressed because of all the pain I had felt in the past. Perhaps it would have been best for me to keep to feelings locked away as I yet again suffer the same heart break.
Last Friday, at around 12:00pm central time, the young lady I was dating said she could not date me anymore. She was not answering my calls beforehand and I felt slighted. She said that she is like this, likes to go out and that she valued her freedom. I responded by asking if she could find time out of her day to make for me. She then said that she did not want to have this conversation and that she could not do this anymore. Thus ended what could have been a wonderful relationship. What kills me is all the wonderful things she told me before this and the how wonderful she made me feel. Now, it has been a week since this unfortunate event and I feel the complete opposite. Hence, I have decided to put up a few break up songs to explain how I feel. Follow me bellow the fold.
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